

X's and O'sSitting in the room all alone, writing a song only you and I know. a song depicting how we met. and how you left. I put all my heart and soul into it, something that I never did. never for anyone else, girl,X's and O's
only you my dear. every sentence is written with tears, every letters holds an notorious fear. The fear of never seeing you again, the fear of not being able to hold your hands.
I miss you most on the mornings. on the cold harsh morning, the loneliness came without a warning. as I hold those pens, I can't help it, when I started sobbing


Now That You Left..Now that you left(The Pills II)Now That You Left..
Slam goes the door... now my heart feels sore. for I know, not even my strength can fill this hole alone. I need you by my side, You need to hear my cries. The cries of insanity, driven crazy, by the reasons that made me bleed. I need the pills! I yelled. I need them here right now!
Pills known for its healing and devastating power curing souls and destroying them in an hour. Screams of agony we cry, And tonight is when we die. Just you know, god denies our simple wish, which is just to fly.


The Pills.The PillsThe Pills.
Feeling terribly ill, after having those pills, crafted out of weeds not exactly a pill. but instead, a drug. that makes one feel ill. that drug is concocted and called love, they come in ancient urns. you took them away, even my though my grip was firm. you left my heart throbbing. You left myself sobbing. Sephiroth said you were lying. oh, my days are dying. terrorized, petrified, with those reasons satan made me obliged. with power comes resposibility with coffee, here comes sanity. waiting for the one "I Do."


The Grey Blue Skyunder the clear blue sky, my heart tried to decide. Should I let you go? Or should I make you by my side. Everytime I try, To speak to you. Even try to say goodbye. I'd look at you, in those dark pearl eyes. you'd look away You'd make my heart sway. you hate me,yes you do. now i've decided I shal llet this affectionbe ended. like the sounds of the swaying trees. like the sounds of the crackling sticks I will leave, today. I will leave without a trace.The Grey Blue Sky


FairytaleI would love if we, could last forever. I know that I, should never say never, but life is not a fairytale.Fairytale
I owuld love if I, could be pretty, I know that it may seem petty. But life is not a fairytale.
I would love to be, good at something. I know that it seems pointless. But life is not
a fairytale.
I would love to be, accepted for who I am. I know that I, will never make them see. Cause is not a fairytale.
...Cinderella and snow white, would hate to have to live this way...


LosingLosing my mind, thinking of you. Do you ever, think of me too?Losing
Losing my heart, cause I've been giving it to you. Would you ever, give me yours too?
Losing my breathe, when your not near? Do you ever, lose yours when im here?
Losing my everything, being with you. Do you ever, think we'll be true?
lol...you became a deviant on my birthday XD
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Sick of crying, tired of trying. Yes I'm smiling... but inside I'm dying..
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IT'S MY BODY!!!
I can do whatever the fuck I want to it!
I live by no one's rules...
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